One more unreal night

I said “goodbye.
Our love is not real.”
My heart ached.
It was hard
To try not to cry.

I went away.
And I will live
Without you.
This night is
Like desert:
So endless and dumb.

I can’t live with you.
I thought, all
Would be better.
And I’m dreaming
To find someone new.
It’s not hard.

He must be another.
And he must be honest.
He must love me more
Then you do.
It’s all right.
And now I can see him,
He’s beautiful, gentle.
And I’m feeling better,
But start crying…
But my tears say:
I don’t love him.
I love you.
And I’ll try again
To present him to mind…

My sweetest dreams
Take me higher
And higher.
And take me away
And away
From my love.
And I have already
Lost all my desires.
Ah! All my desires -
To stay with you now.

To stay and forgive
Everything…
Is it possible?
No, I don’t think so.
It is wrong and right.
Maybe I’ll come back.
Embrace you, like always.
So, I will decide
In the end of the night.